Struggs to Func!

85/100

So the title is something Jonathan says on Queer eye and it means “Struggling to function” and that’s exactly how I feel right now! I have taken too much on my plate and now it’s over flowing! But we shall power through! Wish me luck for whatever I am doing, it is needed!! I have again hit a standstill, I have so much going on that I have no thoughts to spare and hence really not much to write about. I am not sure if I am sad about it or not because life happens and cannot avoid it really. The only other thing that I am actively doing is writing. Usually, when I am busy on something specific, I ignore other things or put them off. Off social media, non responsive on calls or text….you get the drift right? But I am still writing today. I AM REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THAT. What makes me come back? It’s a feeling. Words might not do justice, but I will try πŸ™‚

Are you passionate about anything in your life? A strong feeling about something. That treacherous yet soothing feeling to do the thing that you feel you are made for. That burning desire to chuck everything and everyone else aside. A desire that makes you feel incomplete and complete at the same time. A desire as strong and forceful as it might be, once fulfilled calms you in the stickiest of states. A passion that tells you that all is not lost when you are in your worst situations. A passion that is your companion, your better half, something that would never betray you. A passion that is a balm to your wounds, that cheers you up, that fills you with happiness to the brim. A strong desire for something that consumes you completely. Consumes you so much, it becomes a part of you. A part that aches if not fed properly. A part that craves for attention and you love attending to it. Something as addictive as a drug; a drug with no bodily harm. A part that you cherish, love and revel in!!
This is how I feel about my writing and reading both.

33 thoughts on “Struggs to Func!

  1. Too much on your plate can lead to more plates and you can only keep so many in the air at the same time without picking up broken pieces. Do not be afraid to take something off the plate and store it away for later.

    Liked by 1 person

  2. I love the vulnerability and honesty here! So inspiring how you describe your writing and the feelings behind it, that’s awesome. Keep diving into those emotions, we feel things for a reason. You got this, my friend! Stay amazing πŸ–€πŸ€—

    Liked by 1 person

  3. of course all ‘the everyday things’ are going to fill all the space, but really? all of it…

    if these thoughts and feelings are taking a space and have voice while you hear them all making a noise

    they are as excited about you giving birth, and as you are, to your main character in a new novel…. she’s the writer and character (who is never named) who in love for her sister has to betray her so cruelly…. your building your character I am talking to her, through your words, too… massive achievement wow wow wow… 85 is powgrrrrlpow

    Liked by 1 person

    • No, so I have some extra things as it’s my partners birthday on sunday so planning this for that. Along with work πŸ™‚ thank you so much for the motivation!!! Main character behavior shall come into picture soon πŸ™‚ for now I am behind the scenes, trying not to steal thunder πŸ™‚

      Liked by 1 person

  4. ALL THE BEST. You got this okay? Stay positive and keep trying hard.
    😀😀😀😀
    β€œSomething happening that you dont know if you’re sad about and being Off social media. β€œDude. Gang gang. βœŒοΈπŸ™‚
    And about the question you asked.
    I am passionate about taking pictures of the sky and making edits if that counts.

    Liked by 1 person

  5. A powerful post, Pooja. Life has these ups and downs, and it is so lovely to read that you have a deep desire for writing. I love that, and can tell it feeds your soul. Love and light to you, my dear friend. ❀️

    Liked by 1 person

  6. Great thing n strength of you is right exactly this post. Though you are going through something still your passion flowed into words. Keep it up n come up strongly my dear.
    Take care. Loves πŸ™‚ ❀

    Like

  7. Writing is exactly the same for me, since I discovered my passion for writing I can stop that itch, the need to do more and it’s frustrating as hell when the words struggle to come but once I start typing it flows like a river, sometimes a slow soft current but most the time like a torrent that’s unstoppable it’s an amazing feeling and I’m addicted.

    Liked by 1 person

  8. Love how wonderfully you conveyed your love for writing! 🀍 It’s so beautiful, I felt it physically πŸ˜‰ I hope things get easier and better for you. Take some time off, breathe deep and pamper yourself a little bit because you totally deserve it! Hope things get better and you feel β€œOh, so great!” yet again! πŸ˜ŠπŸ€πŸ€πŸ™

    Like

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s