Words are missing

47/100

There are days that thoughts won’t leave my head and then there is today where I am sitting here with a blank head. Words refuse to come. Thoughts which are usually like a volcano pouring and taking everything down with it are today hidden like a snail inside a tree hole. I am trying to look for them but no luck. I am almost scared of the calm, for I am so unfamiliar with it. For someone who is used to the chaos, calm can be so confusing. I can pick the thoughts I choose to pen or share but this is me creating thoughts. I guess that’s what getting almost to the halfway of a 100 day challenge does to you? Hah!

I have got to say, it has not been easy. While I have loved how many people I get to speak to here, learn and read so many beautiful posts, comments, it has been a task to post something good and relevant daily. I have a fear of disappointing people. I know it is okay but I don’t ever want this to be a boring or a bad read for anyone. So my dear friends, accept my apologies for today is about to be like random rumblings from me. Who knows, something nice might come out of it. With lockdown, I am yearning to meet people and talk the real talk. As people who have read my posts know, I love conversations. Let’s talk about what inspires you, what do you hate the most, how are you actually doing, what are the demons you are dealing with, what do you want to do in life, how do you define happiness. I am here for the REAL talk, way more than a “what’s up” can cover. This is one of the reasons I love books. The authors pick up real topics and it’s almost like they are talking to us, it’s the best way to broaden the horizon. So tell me, would you like if someone wanted to have these conversations with you or would it be intrusive? Would you prefer that it is someone you barely know or someone who knows you the best? What is your go to topic?

My intrusive question for today is “what is that constant wish you wish or would want to wish at 11:11?”